i dun understand..i realli dun..i'm sorry...........i was reminded of the past.....i'm tinkin of it now....y is it so bad??.WHY?????......i dun even noe the reason...i feel so cheated......i'm robbed of my pride....y?...why did u do this to mi??...i realli dunno why...I TRIED!!!!!..............i realli tried ok??....i tried to make things better....i realli wanted it to work out..............everythin is gone......i cant look back..AND I WONT LOOK BACK.......maybe its fer the better...i guess...tings happens fer a reason...but..why does it happen to mi????......WHY?????......i got FUCKIN HURT.........BLOODY BASTURD.........BASTURD BASTURD.....BASTURD!!!!!!!!!!!!.............I HATE GUYS!!!!!!!.......GET OUT OF MY FUCKIN WAY!!!!!!!!............ALL OF YOU...............FUCK YOURSELVES..........FUCK fUCK FUCk!!!..i'm not wishin to turn back time..
I WILL NEVER TURN BACK TIME...IF I WLD..I WOULD TURN BACK TO THE TIME WHERE I WOULD NEVER HAF MET YOU BASTURD...YOU NOE WHO YOU ARE......WANNA TELL YOU..I HATE YOU....I'VE WASTD MY TIME...LUCKY I'M NOT WASTIN ANI MORE TIME...........but..i haf no fear now..i fear no guys...*baby* will protect mi...i hope she will...she will not let anithin happen to mi........now tt i tink of *baby*.......i feel better...she makes me happy.....she makes mi smile......she makes my day....she makes me forget bout the unhappiness tt i had.....she gave me a new meanin to life........she comfirmed my feelings....she makes mi feel so right....her hugs...her kisses.........the look in her eyes.......the way she holds my hand.......the way she rubs her fingers against mine....the way she hugs me thightli from the back....the way she holds mi in her arms..the way she talks to me..the way that she leads mi to........i feel so comforted..so safe.....she makes mi fall for her deeper n deeper each day....i realli want her to noe that......i will not hurt her.......that she realli means alot to me..........
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IF there would be a time..when the time on earth will end..where will i go??...who will i go to????
when the time comes.....i would run to her.look fer her.....no matter wad..i hAF to BE WITH HER...i would hold her tite in my arms....i wont let her slip away from my arms..my embrace......i would let her noe that she's the one i wanna die with......the one who will make death seems easy...seems painless coz..with her beside mi......holdin me.....nothin would be a pain.....there wld not be any sufferin.....i will be at ease....i will not worry........i will look at her..n smile.....i will tell her........"i love you so much....its time...n i'm ready...with u beside me...i haf no regrets to leave"...............
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baby.....i realli love you so much.i wanna see u everyday..i wanna hold you everyday..
i wanna hug u everyday...i wan u to smile at me everyday...tell mi that you are alrite.....i wanna tell you every min,every sec...with my every breath that I LOVE YOU....
-cHeR lUVs aJ tO bItS-

left her thoughts ♥ 8:56:00 PM